I don’t know how to rate this book.
Did I love it? No.
Did I loathe it? Certainly not!
Did it leave me puzzled? Absolutely!
I think it’s a prime example of a gothic read. Dark, somber, gore and with some parts you experience like you’d hallucinate because you’re on a bad mushroom trip!
Does the storyline make sense? Not always. I was lost at what these “gods” wanted, at what the end game was.
Nadya, Serefin and Malachiasz are all pawns but to whom? This is still not certain by the end of the book.
Is it interesting and unique? Certainly!
To help you out here, Serefin will go his own way nearly all the book. He’ll follow his own path and he has certainly paid a price for his life. When you have moths flying around you all the time, hear a voice in your head and decay at some point, I’m not certain that’s a future I’d want!
Nadya is deeply troubled and torn. She does not hear her gods any longer and feels something has changed inside of her. She is afraid of that dark power lurking beneath her skin.
Even if Malachiasz betrayed her, she can’t reconcile her head with her heart and can’t help but feel deeply for that boy.
These two have a very unhealthy relationship! That’s just my opinion. I love you but I’ll betray you the first chance I get. Oh I just stabbed you and I feel guilty but I know you are powerful and you’ll heal. And let’s face it, we ‘ll just kiss and make up. Right……
This is a crude description of their interaction but honestly, how can you still love someone who has betrayed you time and again? There must be something else here.
This is a tug of war, a push and pull followed by a stab in the back. Fascinating, frustrating and painful to read.
Malachiasz still remain my favorite character and he is much more than a morally grey character. He craves power and will plunge willingly into darkness to reach that level of power. Yet the price he has to pay is so high he is torn.
He has feelings for Nadya and that complicates everything!
Extra point for the dramatic ending and the big cliffy!
Betrayal, love, loss, more betrayal and dramatic open ending.
Have you read that book? What did you think of it?
Thanks for reading!